haven’t cleaned my bathroom in a couple months; i have hung out in my pjs for most of the last four days - lucky to get in a shower maybe two of those days, but whose counting; i never seem to get caught up with the dishes or the countless projects i would like to get completed. it seems life is an endless cycle of rotations - i feel i am continuously berated with the small, inconsequential, invaluable “things” of life. it is a true task to allow myself to place everything in perspective. this is definitely a constant battle i face day in and day out.
my little abby’s face is a wonderful reminder; her lovely smile and unique laugh, her specific patterns while we nurse, the way she drifts off to sleep in my arms. watching her learn new things is a blessing that i will not miss. so, step aside all you unimportant minute tasks. i will get around to you eventually. thank you lord, for the greatest gift - for reminding me to weigh and consider what is truly important in this life.